A Letter from the Rev. Joanne Epply-Schmidt

Dear Friends,

It is with fullness of heart that I write to announce that I will be retiring from Trinity Church in mid-June of this year.

It has been a great joy to have served as Associate Rector at Trinity, and I am deeply grateful to Our Lord and to you all for extending to me such kindness, support, and love throughout these six years.

Sharing and growing together in our faith in Jesus Christ through the joys and challenges of this time has been an honor for me, and is a gift I will hold in my heart and will carry forward in all my ministry to come.

Trinity is a vital and thriving church growing in meaningful and exciting ways, and it has been a privilege to serve among you in this vibrant community in Christ. I will miss all of you as I set out for a new phase in my ministry and my family’s life.

Faithfully in Christ,

 
 

The Rev. Joanne Epply-Schmidt
Associate Rector
Trinity Church

Doubt, Our Faithful Companion

Our faith journey can be somewhat circuitous. In fact, it is, more often than not, a very circuitous journey. We seldom, if ever, take the most direct route to God. Our path is winding and twisting. It sometimes leads us to dead-ends, and other times we journey for years only to find ourselves back in the exact place we started. The life of faith is not easy. It ebbs and flows. There are seasons of abundance and scarcity, times of nourishing rain, and devastating drought.

 
 

But what do we do in times of scarcity and want, confusion and doubt? Our beloved Nancy Hagner sent me a book by Brian D. McLaren, Faith after Doubt. A lifelong Christian, pastor, teacher, and author, McLaren noted that we don’t often know what to do when our faith seems to fail us. What do we do when suddenly we find ourselves questioning and doubting? What does it mean? What’s wrong with me? Is my faith not strong enough?

McLaren points out that doubt is an essential part of faith, “eventually, I came to realize that doubt was a companion, every bit as resilient and persistent as faith, and she wasn’t going away. I realized that she had some things to teach me, and I decided since I couldn’t shut her up or drive her away, I might as well learn from her. She’s turned out to be a tough but effective teacher and a difficult but faithful friend.”

Let’s face it, what we believe is hard to believe. Theologian Paul Tillich writes, “Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith; it is an element of faith … Sometimes I think it is my mission to bring faith to the faithless, and doubt to the faithful.” In our state of “blessed unrest,” we must allow ourselves the freedom to inquire, explore, and wrestle with our faith. I believe that the Holy Spirit is fully alive and at work in our doubts leading us to new and previously unexperienced and unexpected places on our journey, offering the possibility of growth and understanding on our way to greater spiritual maturity.

Forward we go, fellow sojourners, with honesty about what we believe and where we struggle and question and doubt, trusting fully that God is at work!

Peace and blessings,

 

The Rev. Paul Jeanes III, Rector

 

Announcing Search for Trinity’s Next Music Director

Sing aloud to God our strength;
shout for joy to the God of Jacob.
Raise a song, sound the tambourine,
the sweet lyre with the harp.

— Psalm 81:1-2

Dear Beloved of Trinity Church,

I bring you good news! Our Music Search Committee is hard at work and the process is well underway.

For nearly one hundred and ninety years, Trinity Church has been a beacon of faith, hope, and love in the very heart of Princeton. We are in an Episcopal congregation in the Diocese of New Jersey devoted to striking, spirit-filled worship in the Anglican prayer book and choral traditions, lifelong Christian formation and fellowship, and the care and comfort of those most in need in our community and in the world, always aspiring to be a visible and tangible sign of Christ’s ineffable love.

We welcome all people, regardless of gender, race, age, culture, ethnic background, sexual orientation, economic circumstance, family configuration, or difference of ability. We celebrate the worth, dignity, and gifts of every person as a child of God and invite all into the full life of the church.

I offer my sincere thanks to our team of both Trinity members and community partners who are faithfully and prayerfully dedicated to this important work.

 

Matthew Baglio
Carol Burden
Gabriel Crouch
Cheryl Evans
Barbara Gonzalez-Palmer
Andrea Hyde
Mark McConnell

Eric Plutz
Wesley Rowell
Iris Sikma
Trudy Sykes
Cindy Westbrook
Mike Williams

 

Co-Chairs: Leslie Edwards and Clancy Rowley

I bid your prayers for all involved that we will indeed be open to the Spirit’s leading, as we live into this next season of our common life together as the people of Trinity Church.

Forward in Faith!

In Christ,

 

The Rev. Paul Jeanes III, Rector

 
 

From the Search Committee


Dear members and friends of Trinity Church,

We are writing to provide an update from the Search Committee for the Trinity Director of Music.  The Search Committee began work in December with the recruitment of members and the development of an aggressive timeline in which to complete the search.  Members have worked together to draft a job description that has been carefully and thoroughly reviewed and was published this week and can be viewed on the Trinity website.

At the same time, we have developed a survey for stakeholders:  congregation members, past and present choir members, and those who are deeply invested in the music program at Trinity Church Princeton.  The results of the survey will guide our selection of potential candidates, inform our interview process, and be considered in the work of the music program steering committee once a candidate has been selected.    

The survey has eight questions and is available online, as a PDF that can be printed and returned to the church, and in paper format, available starting Sunday, February 19 before and after all services.  

It is our goal to be as open and transparent in the process as possible.  If you have any questions or concerns, please feel free to contact any of the members of the search committee.  

With gratitude for this opportunity, 

Leslie Edwards & Clancy Rowley

on behalf of the Director of Music Search Committee:

Matthew Baglio, Carol Burden,  Gabriel Crouch, Cheryl Evans, Barbara Gonzalez-Palmer, Andrea Hyde, Mark McConnell, Eric Plutz, Wesley Rowell, Iris Sikma, Trudy Sykes, Cindy Westbrook, and Mike Williams

Sixth Sunday after Epiphany

 
 

Choose life so that you and your descendants may live, loving the Lord your God. — Deuteronomy 30:19-20

Deuteronomy 30:15-20

The Magic Word, by Mac Barnett (PreK+)

1 Corinthians 3:1-9

Farmer Will Allen and the Growing Table, by Jacqueline Briggs (Grade 1+)

Matthew 5:21-37

Julius, the Baby of the World, by Kevin Henkes (PreK+)

 

In this week’s text from Deuteronomy, Moses speaks to the Israelites before they reach the promised land. “Choose life!” he tells them. What does it mean to choose life? The short answer Moses gives is “loving the Lord your God, walking his ways, and observing his commandments.” When we have small children, we encourage them to choose sharing over grabbing, being a friend instead of a mean-y, using gentleness instead of hitting. We offer them simple choices to grow their independence within boundaries. “Would you like an apple or a clementine with your lunch today?” As our children grow, choices multiply and grow in complexity. Our kids navigate choosing friends, choosing to study for a test (or not), and all kinds of other more hair-raising issues. We find ourselves shouting “Make good choices!” at them as they slam the car door and run into school. It turns out that choosing life over death is a complicated thing that takes a lot of practice. In Mac Barnett’s book The Magic Word, Paxton chooses to substitute his own “magic word” for the “please” his babysitter expects. “Alakazoomba!” turns out to be a word that gets Paxton whatever, and I mean whatever, he wants, no matter how absurd or extravagant. Eventually, Paxton has wished everyone away, because they did not agree with him, and discovers that he is lonely. Barnett’s humor is enhanced by Elise Parsley’s expressive illustrations.
Older readers will appreciate Roald Dahl’s book Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

Jump to the resources from September 4 for that one.

Paul’s letter to the Corinthians is famously full of scolding. The church in Corinth is struggling to choose life. They keep getting distracted by unimportant things. Paul reminds them that they need to focus on growing in their ability to follow God’s ways. He compares the church to a field full of seeds ready to grow. He says that it does not matter who planted the seeds, but it matters that God gives them what they need to grow. Those of you are gardeners may already be looking ahead to the spring and planning your garden beds. Gardeners put time, energy, and planning into their gardens, even in winter. Jacqueline Briggs Martin’s book, Farmer Will Allen and the Growing Table, tells the story of former professional basketball player Will Allen and the magnificent garden he dreamed into existence. Instead of seeing death and ugliness in an abandoned lot in urban Milwaukee, Will Allen saw potential and dreamed of a garden that could feed an enormous table of hungry people. With creativity, persistence, innovation, and collaboration, Will Allen transformed the lot into a thriving urban garden. He was awarded a MacArthur Foundation Genius Fellowship in 2008. While Will Allen’s farming projects have changed over time, his commitment to growing remains strong. While the kind of growth in this story is visible and edible crops, Will Allen’s story connects back to the invisible growth that

happens in our spirits, our hearts, and our minds, when we follow God. With your loved ones, you might talk about the following questions. What kinds of seeds are growing in your own spirits right now? What seeds have not yet sprouted?

This week’s text from Matthew’s Gospel continues the Sermon on the Mount. Chapters 5-7 in Matthew’s Gospel contain this dense portion of Jesus’ teaching. For Matthew, Jesus is like a new Moses—he wanted to remind his readers of Moses giving the law to the Israelites from Mt. Sinai. Can you see connections between the short text from Deuteronomy (where Moses talks to the Israelites about following God’s ways) and this text? Jesus teaches that when we are in a disagreement, we should “be reconciled to our brother or sister” before coming to offer gifts at the altar. While we often think of our entire church community as a church family, and apply his teaching to disagreements in that context, it is also helpful to remember the importance of making up with our biological families when we fight. Kevin Henkes, beloved children’s author and Caldecott Medal winner, has a book that connects will with this theme. In Julius, Baby of the World, Lilly gets angry with her baby brother Julius for monopolizing everyone’s attention. He is just so infuriatingly cute! She resents him. But (there’s always a but...) when her cousin insults Julius, she leaps to his defense. Lilly realizes that Julius is pretty great after all, and the two mice are reconciled. Anger is a powerful emotion that can get out of control before we know it. Let’s be real—a lot of have lost our tempers at some point. When we end up “Hulking out,” we need tools to repair our relationships afterward. Helping our children practice reconciliation at home is a good place to start. With your loved ones, you might wonder together: what makes it hard to calm down when you are angry? What helps you calm down after you have felt angry?

 

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Getting Ready to Get Ready

It’s Shrovetide!

(Yes, that’s a real thing)

Dear friends,

Did you know that last Sunday began a season-within-a-season in this season of Epiphany? Gesimatide, or Shrovetide, began on February 5, the third Sunday before Ash Wednesday. That Sunday is called Septuagesima, from the Latin meaning “the seventieth.” The following two Sundays are Sexagesima and the majestically named Quinquagesima – marking very roughly 60 and 50 days respectively before Easter.

The 17 days of Shrovetide are a time of spiritual preparation for Lent, gently easing us from the joy and glory of Epiphany to the somber reality of Ash Wednesday. According to the First Council of Orleans in 511 AD, it was a time when “many pious ecclesiastics and lay persons of the primitive Church used to fast seventy days before Easter, and their fast was called, therefore, Septuagesima, a name which was afterwards retained to distinguish this Sunday from others.”

And while I’m not going to fast right now, and I’m not telling you to do so either, it is a good time to begin taking stock, to ask ourselves what God might be calling us to do, or not do, during Lent. I think it also fits in with the dullness of February, this time when we are waiting for the end of winter and the beginning of spring. We are getting ready to get ready, slowly taking stock of what we might need to make part of our spiritual spring-cleaning.

Join me these next 2 weeks in praying that God will help each one of us to get ready, so that we will be ready to enter into the reality of Lent together, and to prepare eventually for the great Paschal feast.

Yours in Christ,

 

The Rev. Cn. Dr. Kara Slade, Associate Rector

 

P.S., One of my favorite YouTube videos of all time is this piece on February by local St. Louis journalist Kevin Killeen. I hope it gives you a laugh too.

 
 

Oneness

Dear Good People of Trinity Church,

Julian of Norwich, a 14th-century mystic, is an iconic example of Christian mysticism's power and gift, transcending the confines of time and location. Hugh Hildesley writes in his book, Journeying with Julian, “It is my conviction that the reason Julian’s theology has recently acquired so much attention is that it speaks precisely to our time and that many of the pressures we face are remarkably similar to those … of the time and place in which Julian lived and wrote. Julian suggested the principal message and purpose which God has for us is love, a love that cannot be overcome by the powers of the world.” ¹

What, do you wish to know your Lord’s meeting in this thing? Know it well, love was his meaning. Who reveals it to you? Love. What did he reveal to you? Love. Why does he reveal it to you? For love.” ²

At the heart of Julian’s way of life is a desire for oneness with God, an ultimate and intimate connection with the Divine. She calls this oneing, “that all might be one as the Father and I are one.” (John 17:22) ³  Julian describes the oneness or spiritual marriage to be like “the rain falling from heaven into a river or stream, becoming one and the same liquid, so that the river and the rainwater cannot be divided; or it resembles a stream flowing into the ocean with cannot afterward be disunited from it.” ⁴

The church, she believes, plays an integral role in our quest for spiritual union with God. It may even be said that this is our “primary task…to enable broken human beings to be made whole in the love of God.” ⁵ This is at the core of the way of the Christian mystic, as Carl McColman writes, “What do Christian mystics tell us? That the wisdom they offer us can literally unite us with God – or at the very least, give us such a powerful experience of God’s presence that it can revolutionize our lives. The purpose of such transformed lives is not primarily to achieve a goal (like enlightenment or spiritual bliss) but rather to participate in the Holy Spirit’s ongoing activity – embodying the flowing love of Christ, love that we, in turn, give back to God as well as to ‘our neighbors as ourselves.’” ⁶

May we open ourselves to true oneness with the Divine so that we may more fully live into our call to participate in the Holy Spirit’s ongoing activity. Trusting always in God’s goodness and love that, All shall be well, and all shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well.

Peace and Blessings,

 

The Rev. Paul Jeanes III, Rector

 
  1. C. Hugh Hildesley, Journeying with Julian, p. 96

  2. Hildesley, p. 96

  3. Hildesley, p.163

  4. Bernard McGinn, The Essential Writings of Christian Mysticism, p. 457

  5. Hildesley, p.163

  6. Carl McColman, The Big Book of Christian Mysticism, p.16

Rest

Recently, I took a trip to the Pacific coast of Canada to visit dear friends, a wonderful trip. The day I left I was at the airport at 5am, on the plane at 6am, and already for take-off, when we heard: “Ladies and Gentlemen, this is your Captain…“.

That day was January 11, the day that all the flights in the United States were grounded because of a computer glitch in a nationwide safety-critical system of the FAA. We got off the plane and waited. I decided the only thing I really could do was rest. Shortly thereafter we reboarded and were able to take-off, because Newark was one of the first airports to open when the system was up and running again.

It was good to see my friends and I did as much as I could, as quickly as I could, in as many places as I could, in the time that I had there. When the day came for me to return home, I was up at 5am and on the road in the dark to arrive at airport by 7am. By 9am, I was on board, settled in, and ready for my cross-country flight. And then we heard “Ladies and Gentlemen, this is your Captain…”.

The conveyer belt ramp which lifts and loads luggage onto the aircraft had been moved toward the plane too fast and too far, banging into it and damaging it. When does something like that ever happened!? We were informed it would be a minimum of two hours before a repair crew could arrive, and then we would see when we could take-off after that. Of course, there was the usual scramble for re-bookings, but I was fortunate to have already been re-booked: All I had to do was wait for 13 ½ hours to leave, at last, at 12am midnight.

It was actually a very nice day out. I was able to go for a walk, read a book, work on a sermon, and have a nap. When, at midnight, we finally boarded the plane, I learned why we had had a 13 ½ hour wait: the plane itself had been repaired hours before, but by the time the plane was ready to go, the crew had been on duty so long they were now mandated an eight hour rest. I felt impatient at that. I pondered that a moment, how I had to wait while they rested, and it occurred to me that, in our faith, in our scriptures, it is a commandment to rest.

Sabbath rest. And it is a commandment for a reason. It is crucial for the well-being and health of our minds, our bodies, and our souls, that we rest. Truly rest. In my experience lately, as we ramp up for the Spring Academic term, gear up to be fully functional as a community of faith post-Covid, that rest is not necessarily built in to everyone's plan. Surely, it cannot be that it is only among the flight crews of airlines that mandated rest is actually being honored!

Sabbath keeping is a religious practice, commanded by God for our well-being. But the Sabbath rest also has ethical implications that are part and parcel of God‘s commandment. Keeping Sabbath means providing rest not only for ourselves, but for other workers, and animals, and the land. Sabbath rest is a matter of honorable treatment and justice for all of creation. Sabbath rest gives time and gives space to the consideration of God’s genuine hope for the whole world.

Building a day of rest — or maybe just half of day if we need to start small, into the regular rhythm of our week-to-week lives takes planning, discipline, and the absolute conviction that it is the right thing to do. Our culture will tell you otherwise, but our God commands us to rest. There is a prayer in the prayer book, number 59 onn page 832, “For quiet confidence,“ and it is drawn directly from the Prophet Isaiah, 30:15. It reads:

Oh, God of peace, who has taught us that, in returning and rest, we shall be saved, in quietness and confidence shall be our strength: by the might of your spirit lift us, we pray, to your presence, where we may be still, and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.

I commend this prayer to your use and I pray we shall all find a regular rhythm to rest in the presence of God and be rejuvenated for the times ahead.

Faithfully,

 

The Rev. Joanne Epply-Schmidt, Associate Rector

 

Thank You from the Rector

I want to offer my sincere and heartfelt thanks for your presence and prayers on the occasion of the 25th anniversary of my ordination to the priesthood. I was truly overwhelmed and touched by your gestures of love and support.

I simply cannot believe how fast the years have gone. It has been an honor and privilege to serve as a priest in God’s Church. At times, I have fallen woefully short of my ordination vows, God's desires, and my own expectations. Yet, God is always present, always faithful, always loving, and somehow, through most imperfect vessels, Good News is proclaimed.

Again, my dear friends, thank you! Forward in faith, we go!

Peace & blessings to all,

 

The Rev. Paul Jeanes, Rector